i'm going to try and stay positive (keep out as much negative headcrap as i can!) all day
and live it for my brother who stopped living it *gasp* 11 years ago today
when a sad comes into my heart
as it does every day
i will think about him
and try my best to bring him
smiles
think i'll begin by climbing the stairs at mt tabor this dark, damp, dreary morning.
that's positive!!!
and i may make a piccie and upload from my phone
if my eyes can see
that's what
she sounds fantastic. i am inspired.
Sent from my iPhone
but it's lifting.
i can actually breathe in my head and heart.
the second week of being unemployed is coming to an end. it was sudden, only slightly imagined, but not believed.
and yet, it was.
i should get my first check next week, monday, i hope.
catching up on sleep. letting go tension. letting go.
last trip to Cove documented from my phone.
other than phone pics i haven't photographed, really, in a long, long, time. i was feeling bad about it, but if it isn't there there is nothing i can do to make it happen. it will either come back, as it has in the past, or it won't.
i have been playing my guitar, however. mostly every day. and i have a new (used) electric;
an Ibanez artcore.
white.
lovely.
it's as close to a white falcon as i'll ever get unless i win the lottery. i should check my tickets for last night's drawing.
it sounds so much better than the Kent, and tho i loved the Kent, the more i played the more i realized its limitations, which were many, as it is.
i finally got down (mostly) with my accoustic, the accoustic version of Everlong, and put it on youtube. it isn't perfect by any means, but it's hard to walk and chew gum at the same time, especially when you're trying not to break your mother's back.
as it were.
for some reason i am clueless as to how to copy and paste a simple link in the body of this text.
i did, however, manage to post the link in the 'tags' area.
don't know if that's accessible and click-able. pfft.
i'll have to see if i can figure this crap out.
until then,
xo
